libug na kau ko

ambot lng pero libog naman jd kau ko...i don't rally know what's the right deciosion krun.I mean, I'm really caught in the middle again and I think things are gonna make me insane.Char,over kau,,

Finally

ahmmm...I really dont know what to say...still,im quite confused...keeping myself busy helps a lot..

RRRRRRRRrrrrrr

Things are getting a lil bit harsh lately.Ala lng, gnahan rpd ko harsh.ashsihi,,,,,,,daghan ng members s arouse club................so tired studying my boring lessons......But atleast two weeks more to go nlang...May bukas pa...........ahaha

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppyyyyyyyyy.....

I really haven't slept a lot last night.But Still I have no regrets.ashishi......

Pylon Fever

I never felt so "belonged" ever before...It felt like I'm back home at last.

Missing you

This past few days has been a great battle that i fought..fighting the feeling of missing you is so tough.....Temptations are everywhere.......trust me lng po...

How?

"One last cry,one last cry.Before I leave it all behind."Goes a part of the lyrics of a familiar song.I guess that's it.I have to give my one last cry and put him out of my mind...but never in my heart.'Cause no matter what I do, there's still that connection between us that we cannot run nor hide.
Every sunrise that happens everyday gives me a very tiny hope that I can still be what I am before he came and influence every inch of me.It's a great battle I fought which really crushed my entire life.Never in my scariest dreams that this thing will happen.The truth always hunts me at night and kills me slowly.
I would like to start from the very beginning.When I am still alive.Not like this,a lifeless creature.I should be strong I know.But every piece of me aches in severe pain.The reality is here.I should accept that his existence makes my world miserable, and I must leave and rest for myself. The sad thing is, he is my world. How can i leave it?