So, this would be my last post this year haizt..

Can't imagine how time flies... I can still remember the last year's 2010 countdown, and now we'll be having that the same countdown again, but for 2011. This year is a mixture of laughters, pains, fears, dreams, endings, beginnings and hopes.

Laughters for the great celebrations of passing subjects, meeting new faces at work and beer tables, boyfriends (hahaha), another birthday celebration of my life, overnights and passing the yearbook on time, and maybe for realizing that I'm already a "grown-up". Pains for failing some subjects, hurting other people's feelings, not meeting others' expectations, being left by some people I love, letting go of something or someone I really want and sacrificing my own happiness for others. Fears for subjects that I will be taking, new responsibilities in the office, to much expectations from others, not meeting deadlines and the fear of being alone sometimes. Dreams!!! Wew, last year's dreams are so gigantic, aheheh, I guess I'll carry it to next year. Endings of my responsibilities as the SK Chair, the end of the very childish and "laagan" jabee and the end of making fun of my relationships. Of course, last year was also the beginning of the more mature jabee and the beginning of looking back at the things that were left behind and kept inside. Beginning of letting go of the grudges, hatreds and hopes for someone to come back. Accepting that some things are not really meant. Lastly the hope. Hope on everything will be just fine. ALL IS WELL. I love the movie 3 idiots which taught me a lot of things in life.

So, this year?? Maybe I''ll put back a lot of happiness on it, a little of pain, a bunch of dreams again, a bucket of laughters, a river of beginnings also with some endings and of course an ocean of hopes... Happy New Year!!!