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Life has never been this busy.

I am getting so lazy and pabaya lately, but with these new responsibilities I am facing right now, I am really forcing myself to do this... to do that, and everything. Last semester of my college life will be considered as the worst one so far. I am going out every night. As in, hanging out with friends and going home in the morning already. I don't know what's into me those times. Even though I never left my responsibilities in Pylon and in school, I can already feel the consequences with the low performances I have given.

My third year in college and in this course is very much harder than I thought. All I'm wondering is, I am not even bothered or worry to have low scores at all! Which is pretty much alarming. Aside from the fact that the I am busy with the office works right now which is considerable I think, I still managed to go out with friends up to the point of over using my body for not having rests at all. My boardmate scolded at me once, "Pahuway pd jol!, ky ug dli mu.overnyt sa office, musalaag pd!". Tsk Tsk, I was touched, really. And I realized, she was right.

I should minimize my gimiks and have a time for myself to go to bed just atleast to give myself a break from sleepless nights for about six months now. I realized that I should manage my time well now. I decided to go back to my normal study habits and as long as I can, I will not go out for some time.

Enough for the mistakes and all the blunders in my life. I've done everything I want, and let's just charge it all on experience.