It's Complicated

Life is indeed a cycle.Once you've became very happy,eventually you'll become the saddest person afterwards.If you can't be that one,then you'll be the other thing instead.Sometimes we can ask,can I have what I want?
I never expected that we will end like this.The reason might be that heavy that I've already learned how to let go,still it damn hurts.It's not the love that has been gone,but it's the trust that has been broken.It's not that the memories are bad,but it's just too good for me to forget.It does not literarily means to forget the past,but to accept that it will now become a beautiful part of that past.It doesn't mean to forget him,but it's how to learn the art of letting go.
Holding on to someone knowing that he can never be totally yours is just letting yourself killed unintentionally.It's never easy to turn your back to someone you have been dreaming to spend your entire life with.But if that happiness gives an enormous pain in return,live it.It may be hard at first,but as time goes you'll know that you have made the right thing.
Giving your all doesn't mean you will die if you'll broke up.It only proves that you are a good person and it's already up to him to give the same.Your instinct will tell you when to go on,and when to stop.Pretending that you are still okay has never been an option to have a good relationship.Being blind is not a characteristic of love which is given by God.It sees but doesn't mind.Hence,we are just fooling ourselves.There's no one else who will be experiencing the ultimate consequence but still ourselves.Despite of the fact that we know this realization ,we always tend to prove that it is wrong until we experience it and say "i knew it that this will happen".
Blaming ourselves will come right after that,and wished we have took the other road behind.And the truth is here,nothing you can do about it,but just to cry out loud and hope that the pain won't last long.Not longer before you will give up.It's just like that,you just have to get up each time you fall.And life will reward you with someone better who will handle your heart as if it is his.TC ney.......